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Connecting to Spirit Within
by Christopher Penczak
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an age when so many feel disconnected from their own spirit, allies in the
unseen realms are unthinkable. The very existence of the unseen is still under
dispute by many. It is not something you can measure and define with your rulers
and microscopes. But mainstream thought is starting to understand the spirit, at
least in psychological terms. For instance, mainstream medicine is now
acknowledging the mind and body connection, and, I hope, the mind, body, and
spirit link.
Popular psychologists have rediscovered the mystery traditions,
interconnections of the universe are explored with renewed interest in the works
of Carl Jung and the concept of synchronicity, and the ancient alchemists'
teachings of transformation are being studied. The population at large is more
likely to accept the terminology and explanations of psychology, now a respected
discipline, over unfamiliar mystical teachings. Because of the way individual
divinity is expressed in modern culture, the idea of talking to your own inner
divine aspect, your internal guide, becomes more appealing to some than the
belief in spirits. You are talking to the gods within, the wiser part of you.
This is but one model of spirit allies. Many more exist, and these models can
all exist side by side. The seeker finds truth in many paradigms; one does not
invalidate the other. Many things are occurring in spirit work. If you desire to
understand the process, you will find a paradigm, or paradigms, to fit your
worldview. For now, explore the concept of the divine within.
Aspects of Yourself
Your own inner voice, your intuition, is your best guide. Many people never
work with spirits but follow their own inner knowing, their consciousness.
Through your imagination and powers of creativity, the message comes. The
spirits you encounter can be part of your own consciousness, aspects of your
personality.
The Anima and Animus
From the work of Carl Jung, we have the concepts of anima and animus. The
anima is the feminine portion of consciousness in a physical male, and the
animus is the masculine part of consciousness in a physical female. Everyone
contains energy of the two genders in differing amounts. The combination makes
us unique. Every woman has masculine energy and every man has a feminine side.
Generally, masculine is considered active and electric, yet it is often gentle
and nurturing, like Jesus or Buddha. Feminine energy is receptive and magnetic,
but it can be strong and fierce, like a warrior goddess. A lot of social customs
deny this, but most ancient cultures knew it to be true.
Because of our social training, working with these aspects of consciousness
is a part of maintaining a healthy balance. They give us a different view to any
situation, usually a view we think we lack but that is inside us all along.
The animus and anima take on physical characteristics and personality in our
minds. We communicate with them like spirits, because they have their own
measure of independent consciousness. This does not mean you are developing
multiple personality disorder. You are using the aspects within your own being.
Some call them subpersonalities. We all have these parts of ourselves that
remain hidden. One school of thought feels the animus and anima are mutually
exclusive. Men have only an anima and women have only an animus. Other
experiences show a personification for each gender. One person can meet both
internal aspects. They symbolize the ideal man and woman for each of us.
When working with spirit allies, you can meet both a male and female guide
together. With my first experience, I did. I assumed them to be my anima and
animus. Later on, as my belief systems changed, I discovered something different
about them. They allowed me to see more when I was ready. Or they changed as I
changed. Perhaps all spirit allies are a form of our own consciousness, or the
animus and anima may be something else entirely. As you can see already, the
potential viewpoints are growing. In the end the descriptions never matter; they
are all labels. When they cease to be useful, no longer use them. Either way, I
appreciate all the help they have given me.
The Inner Child
For a while everyone was talking about healing the inner child. In the most
roundabout ways they meant taking care of part of their consciousness, their
childlike innocence and happiness. Because of many family problems, people have
strong resentments and hurts from their childhood. Working with the inner child
is a way to heal those pains by becoming your own parent and now giving yourself
the love you needed and did not get. Give your inner child the encouragement to
follow your dream if you never got it. The inner child aspect of our being is a
great guide to healing and releasing past trauma. The child can lead us to
issues we need to confront or it can bring us to a lot of fun.
Unfortunately, most people talk about their inner child in the abstract. The
idea of visualizing and meeting this part of themselves seems silly, but they
will buy expensive cars, entertainment systems, and wild trips all in the name
of the inner child. Spoiling yourself when you are feeling deprived can be good
therapy, but the real gift is in meeting and loving another part of you.
The Medicine Wheel
I learned the inner child aspect as part of the medicine wheel ceremony. This
version is probably a very New Age, anglicized version of it, but the ideas
behind it are very powerful. In the medicine wheel, each of the four directions
is connected to the four elements. Each element represents a different aspect of
consciousness. Through ceremony you can meet and converse with these aspects of
your own personality. Ceremonies to the four directions are common across the
world.
In the medicine wheel
- South is the element of earth. Earth is the inner nurturer, the caretaker
or inner parent. Earth is stable, being the foundation of material care and
comfort. In magic, Earth deals with the body, resources, and the Earth
goddess, the provider of all.
- The nurturer takes care of the inner child, who is in the West, with the
element of water. Water is the element of healing, deeper consciousness,
intuition, and emotion. The child leads to healing and a rebirth of innocence.
- In the North is the warrior. This inner guardian is the protector and
defender of the being. It can be tough and aggressive, with weapon in hand,
ready to use tooth and claw to protect. The warrior works with the element of
air, the power of consciousness and thought, and is associated with blades and
swords.
- And in the East is the inner spirit, the light and fire of consciousness.
Fire is connected with the rising Sun. This is identity, life, and willpower.
All these aspects are a part of us. We each have a physical, emotional,
mental, and spiritual side. We each are the sum of our parts, but the power of
these beings within comes from our own consciousness. They are aids, like all
spirit allies.
Inner Witness
In various combinations, these internal spirit allies make up our inner
witness, the one who can look back on our life with compassion and no judgment.
The witness is the part of our consciousness that can observe our rational mind,
our ego, and ask it to take a break while we exist in a state of pure
consciousness. The inner witness is developed in meditation disciplines,
particularly from the East, like yoga. Through acknowledgment of this witness,
we quiet the internal dialogue. We cease to identify solely with the body or
mind and realize we are the being with the body and mind. We transcend them. We
are the consciousness, or spirit, beyond them. We are the witness. Because of
this transcendence, we are our own greatest ally in the spirit world.
The Collective Consciousness
Your unconscious is the deep well of knowing and understanding. We
usually are barred conscious access and control of its vast power, hence the
name unconscious. We are not fully aware of it. The subconscious lies on its
surface, like the clearer waters sitting on top of a deep, murky ocean. As we
intuitively collect messages from our unconscious, the subconscious dresses
these communications in symbols that are floating on its surface. Through the
symbols we can understand the messages we get, particularly through dreams.
Each of our personal oceans is connected to the vast sea of minds, not only
of human life, but of all life. This is the collective unconscious. Some
refer to it as the astral plane, and some feel the collective unconsciousness is
but one doorway to the astral. Again, it is really a question of labels. Like
the physical dimension, this is a co-created reality where we can interact
together. The rules governing the astral are more flexible than the laws of
physics. Here we can interface with all forms of life, physical and nonphysical.
Think of it as a common playground.
In the collective unconscious we encounter images from dreams and nightmares,
from mythology and imagination. Humanity has constantly encountered repeated
themes throughout its history. Now in the age of information, we have access to
the mythos of the world. Many cultures have their father god, mother goddess,
and underworld powers guarded by strange monsters and heavenly beings in cities
of glass and light. These images appear in our visions and dreams, even though
the cultural context is different.
Archetypes
We all have dreams of falling uncontrollably, flying, or being someplace
important in only our underwear. These repeated images are called archetypes, a
term coined by Jung. Archetypes exist in the realm of the collective
unconscious, to which we all have access. Only so many themes exist, but in
countless variations and combinations. The only question is, did we collectively
create them or were they always there? Maybe they had a hand in our creation.
Modern shamans feel we are vessels for the archetypes.
Archetypes are not resigned to the realms of the esoteric. They originate
there, but their images creep into our everyday world. Archetypes exist in
everything we touch, and it is human nature to include these primal images in
our daily life. Some of our spirit allies even originate as archetypes.
A popular system of archetypes is the tarot cards, containing not only the
images, but also a sequence of transformation. Tarot is the journey of life and
death, spiritual awakening, rebirth, and return to the cosmos. Many meditate
with the card archetypes for advice on particular areas in their lives. For
instance the King of Swords is a great archetype for learning the art of
protection, while the Priestess brings lessons of magic.
The sacrificed king is a popular pagan theme, an archetype of the ruler dying
to save his people. Dionysus was the sacrificed and resurrected king of the
ancient Greeks. He is the god of love and compassion and of wild abandonment and
frenzy. In modern mythology Jesus, the Son of God, was crucified to save all. In
the ancient Americas, Quetzalcoatl is a similar figure. Certain sects see him as
Jesus after his resurrection, working with another culture.
Jim Morrison, the lead singer of a band called the Doors, was a man of great
abandon and excess, a Dionysian figure. To his fans, he was demigod-like and
opened the doorways of perception. He later killed himself, and speculations
abound regarding a faked death and mysterious sightings. His magic still lives,
and I have no doubt he embodied the sacrificed king archetype as, like many
others, his story changes and mutates over time.
THE HIGHER SELF
If you think of your unconscious as your lower self, your deep intuitive
natural wisdom, then there is naturally a counter, or balance -- a higher self.
The higher self is a fully conscious and aware aspect of our being. The concept
is described best through analogy. As our shadows are to our physical being, so
we are to our higher selves. Our shadow is unaware of our existence. The shadow
lives in a world of black, white, and gray. It cannot smell or taste. Its
existence is two-dimensional. Everything we do affects the shadow, where it goes
and what it does.
The higher self lives in a higher plane and we shadow it. It looks to us with
love and grace from a multidimensional aspect. We have difficulty understanding
the higher self, just as a shadow would have difficulty understanding us. As you
awaken to your spiritual heritage, you become more aware of this higher aspect,
seeking its guidance and ultimately living it. This concept can be frightening
if you think there is something lording over us, but it is not that way. Now
that you have this information, life does not change, only your perception
changes. You are more aware, but you still need to live and breathe and do
things as you normally do. Decision is not taken away. The shadow is just an
analogy. We are not shadows. We only lack the words to describe the higher self.
The higher self is a great ally because it has a better viewpoint.
Sometimes our unconscious intuitions and feelings are promptings from this
higher self. The different aspects of personality, the anima/animus, and the
inner child are ways the higher self communicates with you. The inner witness is
another form of the higher self manifesting, bridging our mundane and
transcendental qualities. A few practitioners experience the higher self as a
complete persona unto itself, like working with any other spirit.
The information the higher self gives is very direct and simple, not mired in
the subconscious symbolism of our lives. No decoder ring is necessary when
working with it.
I have had students who experienced great difficulty connecting to a spirit
guide or totem animal, but when they connected to their higher self, the
experience was a breeze. The higher self turned out to be the tiny, quiet, yet
familiar voice they have always known.
We all have other bodies, besides the physical. We have etheric, emotional,
and mental aspects. The highest, purest of these bodies, the divine or spiritual
body, is identified with the higher self. The higher self can be called the true
soul, our true essence and identity.
This
article was excerpted from Spirit Allies, ©2002, by Christopher
Penczak.
Reprinted with permission of the publisher, RedWheelWiser.
http://www.redwheelweiser.com
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About the Author
 Christopher
Penczak was ordained in 2000 as a minister by the Universal Brotherhood
Movement, Inc. He is also a part time faculty member at the North Eastern
Institute of Whole Health and a founding member of the Gifts of Grace
Foundation, a non-profit organization in New Hampshire made up of individuals
from diverse spiritual backgrounds dedicated to joyful service to the local
communities. He is the author of
City Magick. Christopher lives
in Salem, New Hampshire. Visit his website at
www.ChristopherPenczak.com
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